9.28.2009

one of those days.

gosh, i hate when you have those perfectly good days, and then, for a reason you just don't understand, suddenly, everything seems wrong. Well, you might have guessed it, I'm having just one of those days. Nothing particularly went wrong today, per se. But, for some reason, I'm just feeling that loneliness...that emptiness...the kind of feeling when your heart just feels like it's breaking, all over again.

It's a kind of day where you just don't feel like you can smile, or get out of this rut. A day that crying just sounds good. But, I think I'll opt for running. I just don't know what caused it....well, I guess there have been a few things that all added up together to form this lovely emotion.

But, I don't generally write such depressing posts. So, let me be more positive. I have amazing friends here....especially Miss Sam who reminds me to be happy. She makes me laugh even when I just don't feel so great. And, tomorrow I'm going up with her to watch her brother play in his high school football game. I'm excited! Plus, this weekend she is coming home with me for general conference. I just can't wait. Sam has helped me realize that we are never alone...and I know the Lord has helped us get along so well, and become such great friends in a short time.

Also, check out this song by Michael Buble. It's pretty much been on repeat for the last four days. I can't get enough of it.

Until next time (which I promise will be POSITIVE),

{cheri marie}

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Cheri,
You are the best! You are nice to say all that stuff about me! You are a good friend and example and i really appreciate being your friend and just being able to know you! I hope you will get feeling better! :( And we will have so much fun tomarrow and on friday!!! You betcha!!!!

Karen said...

Sorry you were feeling blue. Cheer up. Your Mama loves you. That's certainly something to be happy about. And your doing wonderful with the song you shared today :-)

kelly anne said...

i'm sorry your day didn't turn out happy. :( i love you!!!